can't even begin to say how thankful I dam for the people in mye life and the things God has blessed me witth. I am undeserving. I just can't get over how selfish oI've been. I struggle with certain things in my life; my anger beinvg one... the big one.. and what goes along with thaet, which is always outburstds of the profaine.  And  I ask for many thingsbe, u sually relief from said struggle, bdut I really don't feel like I'm offering anything up in return.  God deserves everything I have.  All that is me. And every breath that is in me should be purley devoted to Him.  My breath should be given to Him, my words, surley should be aimed to please only Him, the purpose behind every word, to glorify Him, my actions:Him, and I should act in a way so thta other see Christ through me. I need to wake up every morning, thinking today, today I am going to live my life for Him and give nothing but my all.  Not caring what others may think of me, not caring if they think I'm THAT kind of christian. that actually follows through on what the Word of GOd has put in fron tof her.  No more letting that f bomb slip just because it will make someone else more comfortable, no more avoiding oppertunities to witness and invite people to church.  And how about no more complaining and bashing the church that I go to?  I mean, sure it's different from how I grew up and it has it's flaws.. but what church doesn't?  I should embrace the fact that we have such a simple ministry and a congrigation filled with followers of the one true Lord. I need my life to have more purpose, to really wake up and say no, devil!  You will not have THIS family! Amen.